Spinning in my room:
God is a Girl - Groove Coverage

All of a sudden i'm in this extremely bad mood.

I wanna apologise but cant seem to convince myself that i should.
I'm the one that's always being ignored.

I ask for too high maintainance ? I doubt so. Heh. Things turned out badly with edmund coz of his high mantainance.

JY, if you're jinxed, how bout me. Heh.

It this virtual or is this real ?

What am i to you. Idiot.

~*~

I'm looking for 7 years and 80 days by Groove Coverage [Cascada vs plasmatrez remix] Heard that it's not bad. Poke me if you have it. x)


Edited: I should learn to calm down. Getting agitated over this sort of stuff is rather stupid. Heh. It's not about me. Yea. *Deep breath*

Am chilled and ready for a new ride. Yeah. I love you. Do you still love me ? >.<

Boo!

Big Five Word Test Results

Extroversion (50%) medium which suggests you are moderately talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting. Friendliness (46%) medium which suggests you are moderately kind natured, trusting, and helpful while still maintaining your own interests. Orderliness (28%) low which suggests you are overly flexible, random, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of structure, reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment. Emotional Stability (43%) moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious. Openmindedness (56%) moderately high which suggests you are intellectual, curious, imaginative but possibly not very practical.

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Spinning in my room:
Open Skies - David Crowder Band

I went to mp library today with my mum. Managed to fidn some books, "Pig Tale" stuck out. Lolx. The book's main character is this pig named apple. Haha. I shall shut up before people start whacking me. x)

Anyway, also managed to convince my mum to buy some books for me at mph. Purpose driven life, angels and demons, the Koran. Yea. Think i'll be reading the Koran first. Should be really interesting. Oh yea. Am saving up for this metal bible i saw. Costs 50+ .. Have not really decided if i want it. But decided to save up for it first. I'll see how lyon's end up first before deciding if i should buy. It looks damn cool though. Lolx.

Zuohan's gonna work in tm's starbucks on saturdays and sundays. Dearest zuohan, for you i'll make an exception and visit starbucks. Dont poison me though. =P

*Sigh* Liyana, i'll get that cd done for you. So stop sms'ing me please.. I just reached home and i seriously have that ton of homework to complete AND test to cram for. So if you wont stop sms'ing. I wont have a chance to finish my homework thus you wont get that cd of yours. *Sigh*

Spinning in my room:
Grace like Rain - Todd Agnew

Was browsing through the betta forums. Hi bro. I know i noob la. Therefore, i've decided to bombard you with my numerous killing noooooooooob questions. Treat it as educating the young. =P

Watched Meet the Fockers with Hanisah today. One word. Boring. NOt really amusing la. Oh well, just treat it as some money spent for a small meet-up with an old pal. Worth it la.

Anyway, changed the template. Was "stolen" from daniel's blog. Hehez. Speaking of which, i met up with daniel for lunch yesterday before the road race. He looks rounder. =D

JY, your orientation tee does not look that bad le. I think this house tee is worst. =P

For some reason or another, i seem to be experiencing the butterfly in stomach effect. No idea why though. Really weird.

~*~

Y'jia, anna and kl seems angry with johnathan and gang's lil' "gift" for me.

Gals, if you're reading this, just forget it, i'm sure they didnt mean it. Even if they did, i dont think they meant anything else. >.<

Besides, i dont think i'll lose out lor. If they really wanna try to make a fool outta me. I'm sure i'm able to return the serve twice as hard.

Thanks for being concerned though. Love you gals. =)

~*~

To JY:

Firstly, remember to LISTEN to the cd. IF you DARE to just chunk it on some cd rack, you're so gonna get it from me. Enjoy the songs wor. Lolx. =)

Next, i still think the tee does not look nice. Lolx. The pictures're so comic-like. Tsk. Haha. =P

Lastly, i want the value-addedness. x)

Age spots. Wrinkles. I can feel it. Flabby build ups. *Screams* Happy birthday me. Lolx.


Bio test today was totally ="(
I couldnt answer anything on the last page. Since i didnt bothered to read it up this morning after numerous comments that "Mrs Ling said not testing on that"

-.-

Dont trust your classmates too much. All i written on the paper was just briefely read through today since i didnt have the time last night. Just hope i wont do too badly for it. I counted 27 marks. Gone. Oh well.

Was quite a normal day except almost getting into trouble during history when andrew msg'ed his "Happy Birthday" coz i forgoten to switch it to silent mode. =x


I miss you. Do you miss me ?

Woopee~! I"m broke. Really. Lolx. Family's at parkway now. I came back early on account of doing homework. I'll call qq later to check. Lolx. Still not too sure what to do yet. Kekez.

Anyway, bought new cd. Lolx. Am now out 30 >.< So sad. =((

My latest testimonial. It's from xiang ping.

it's rather long

My latest testimonial. It's from xiang ping.

hALo sHu YuN~ i deCidEd tO wrIte yOu
A teSTimOnial toDae..oK lEt mE stArt
bY saEing ThiS: "sHu YuN dEfiNaTely
hAs A verY wEiRd cHarActeR!" aLwAys
cAn sEe HeR gEt vEry aNGry aLL oF a
SuDden. pErhAps ThaT's whAt pEoplE
saE: MooDsWinG.. LoLX~ bUt shE'S
vEry oPEn-mIndEd, AlwAys cAn SeE
heR gEt vEry clOSe WiTh The boYs iN
oUr SchOOL~ clOse in thE sEnsE
oF "bOy-gIrl-rElatiOnshIp tYpE" wA.. sO
sHE haS mAny fRiendS, bUt i SupPose
noN oF thEm reAlly likEs hEr, oR knoW
hEr beCauSe oF hEr WeiRd aTtituDe,
bUT tHat's whAt mY goOd frIends AnD i
think onLy lolX~ oN tOp oF thAt, sHE
aLso hAs a vEry Loud VoiCe, alWayS
cAn heaR hEr lauGhteR iN thE miDDlE
oF thE cLAss wIth hEr oTheR fRienDs
sIttiNg bEhinD lolX~ i'LL StOp hErE For
noW bYE~

Hohoho. Unique. Feel like doing a little replying. Not as if she's read it. But if you are.. Hi !! Lolx.

oK lEt mE stArt
bY saEing ThiS: "sHu YuN dEfiNaTely
hAs A verY wEiRd cHarActeR!"

thank you. i take that as a compliment. lolx.

aLwAys cAn sEe HeR gEt vEry aNGry aLL oF a SuDden. pErhAps ThaT's whAt pEoplE saE: MooDsWinG..

no la. i bo liao mah. like attention, so get angry lor. lolx. for people who dont know, i've this sign hung on my desk in class reading "warning! extremely bad mood. approach with caution." i'm rather proud of it. haha. =P

bUt shE'S vEry oPEn-mIndEd,

Lolx. I am open-minded. I dont deny that. Lolx. Cherie~!! FSC !! =P
In fact, I'm also very straight and direct when talking. =D

AlwAys cAn SeE heR gEt vEry clOSe WiTh The boYs iN oUr SchOOL~

Oh reallly~ How come i dont realise that leh. Lolx. Only guy in class i tlk much to is quan qi bah. Coz. He's more the more gentleman one as well as the one i know the longest ? ( minus junhwee. that one is seriously i know too long le. heehz)

clOse in thE sEnsE oF "bOy-gIrl-rElatiOnshIp tYpE" wA..

serious la. i date bernard from pasir ris also wont date the guys in our school lor. they are like so unruly. so ungentleman(is there such a word ?) types. besides, not as if i talk to much of them. especially my classmates. lolx. john, still must remember to wave hor. =P

sHE haS mAny fRiendS, bUt i SupPose noN oF thEm reAlly likEs hEr,

tsk. friends or you mean aquaintance ? seriously la. if they dont like me, so be it lor. one man's meat is another man's poison. wondering. you were part of it no ? rosalind, wileen and you. haha. =P

oR knoW hEr beCauSe oF hEr WeiRd aTtituDe, bUT tHat's whAt mY goOd frIends AnD i think onLy lolX~

i prefer the term eccentric. lolx. maybe that why me and ms sharifah clicked ? haha. anyway, i'm proud of who i am.
For being eccentric means i stand out no ?
And if you and your "good friends" think so, give them my regards coz i like privacy as i do feel that somethings are better kept in the dark. hush. there's a skeleton in my closet.

sHE aLso hAs a vEry Loud VoiCe, alWayS cAn heaR hEr lauGhteR iN thE miDDlE oF thE cLAss wIth hEr oTheR fRienDs sIttiNg bEhinD

Got meh. I know i got've good vocal chords la, but i dont rLmember laughing loudly leh. lately've been chit chatting alot with nadine though. lolx.
Rosalind, wileen, charlotte and kheng puay're the ones you're looking for i believe. or as willen puts it on the first day of school, the ex councillor group. woot. social ranking starts again. lolx.

Therefore after tackling all statements, my question, bad memory gal ? lolx. =P

Stop bothering. i'll update when i feel like it. =P

And since i'm in a fairly good mood tonight..

Anyway, thinking of dyeing my hair black. Am rather tired of this limp brownish tone it has. But then, you know it, my hair's those frizzy and dry type. See first bah.

~*~

Monday - Cousin Cheryl's birthday. Lolx. Now you're just 345 days younger than me. =P
Tusday - My birthday ? Lolx. Will be going down to spotlight for some craftwork i'm planning to do.
Wednesday - Study hour till 3.15pm. Guitar class. Hope i'll be able to pop by bugis junction for some stuff before it starts.
Thursday - Study hour till 3.15pm. Hoping to drop by the library.
Friday - Meeting daniel before his road race. Lolx. Think he'll be rolling his way through. Remind me that i need to train up my stamina though. School's cross country's in feb.
Saturday - Watching meet the fockers with hanisah in early noon while having amath tuition later at 4.30pm.

Spinning in my head: ATB - Long Way Home

Remember that wall
Where we used to hide
And the world seemed so dark and cold outside
Remember that field
Where we used to kiss
And the rain washed away our secret list

amath study group. truth reveled

Let's just say, the last few days have been very different. Very gloomy kinda days. No. I'm not pms-ing. -.-

Weekly A math study group.
Only on weekdays and in school compound.
So, am grouped with rosalind, wileen and xiang ping
First session was last week. Before the regular extention programmes started.
We needed to decice on a day when we were all free.
Xp is unable to go on certain mondays, while wileen has guzheng on tuesdays and fridays. Thursday was occupied by wileen for her tuition while i had my guitar lesson on wednesdays
Thus when they arranged it on wednesday, i asked why not some other day. Like monday.
Their answer. Xp has soemthing on. They reassured me saying we'll decide on another day after the first week.*
So when this monday they told me they decided to hold it on wednesday too. I felt damn pissed
And when i asked why wednesday. They were like "coz wednesday only you cant make it"
So i asked then why not monday, her reply was "xp cannot"
Like hello. She said SOME mondays.
While i'm unable to go EVERY wednesday.
So even though they knew it, they arranged the group to meet on wednesdays
Like wth. They then kept saying, the most you leave early, mr poon check, we tell him you got something on.
Heh. To get down in time, i've to leave straight after the extended programme.
Besides, they usually dismiss us later than the specified time.**
So if poon really check, and i'm not there everyweek, he's sure think i pon study group every session AND am asking them to help me cover up.
I'm so very the pissed.

*Extended programme aka study hour starts this week. From 2.15 to 3.15 while my lesson starts at 5 sharp. I take about an hour or so to get down. I usually grab something to eat at one of the cafes there since i skipped lunch earlier on.
The study group must last for at least an hour, poon's rules. So if i do go for the study group, i wont be able to make it in time.

**Refer to previous entry on encounter with ang.

~*~

The silver lining on the dark cloud. I found my chocolate stash. Think i'll be eating some later.

Quote lyon. Eat more. Grow more.

Heck. I like to bao ying bao shi.

~*~

Thanks john. You're the greatest. But remember ar. See me you say hi first. I'm so not going to greet you first. Haha. *hugz* Love ya. =P

Been in a bad patch lately. Especially today. Trying to forget and live on with some people. Just cant seem to convince myself that i'm wanted. Maybe i really am. Heh.

Almost got into trouble in school. Ran into Ang while walking to the bookshop to get a file for my a math stuff. Idiotic fella. Ask so many freakin' questions for what.

Why are we out for the classroom at this time ?
Recess you idiot
Why are you out of class so late ?
Mrs ling dismissed us late. Then i needed to pack my stuff before leaving the room. Duh.
Where are the rest of your classmates ?
There's a quarter in the classroom but knowing you would go there and give "points" to us, obviously i wont tell. Besides, not as if i'm their keeper. Doofus.

Well, if not coz of people like you who ask so much questions and talk so much, i'll be done already. Just my luck for going down by the spiral staircase. Argh.

Not really in good mood lately, no idea why. Havent got into any huge arguements yet but guess that's in just a matter of time. I've also realised that a rather significant amount of females in my class dislike me.

Anyway, main reason i'm feeling so pissed tonight is coz of that idiotic a-math study group. We're supposed to meet once per week during the weekdays. Then despite having study hour on wednesday, they had to put it afterthe classes. Seriously, i wont have any problems with it. Only thing is that i'm having my bloody guitar clases at bugis at 5 !! The classes end at bout 3.15 and so if they DO add that a-math study group in, i wont be able to get down on time. You told me xiang ping cant make it on some mondays, so you HAD to put in on a wednesday when i cant freain' make it. I've classes on monday too. But at least on monday we dont have study hour. Am feeling way upset over this. If you guys freakin' dont like me OR want to continue on wednesday, fine. I'll drop out of it and if poon asks, dont worry, i'll take the blame and not get you into trouble. Argh.

"first 1/4 of fish, 3/4 of duck."

On the other hand, some happy news, Erik remembers me !! Lolx. That was like seriously unexpected. Way happy bout it. But then.. Still feeling rather gloomy due to the past week's events. Especially todays's. Argh. I need to chill.

P.S. Thanks, alv.

thought you would be the last person to say that to me. thanks jy. feeling damn pissed now.

~*~

to those wondering, school was fine. expect i got sent out of the class for almost every english lesson except for friday's. was rather fun sitting outside joking. junhwee's bb seniors came back then and saw us. started making nonsensical faces at us was rather amusing. lolx.

anyway, study hour's on wednesdays and thursday, till 3.15 .. guitar lesson most likely changing the days. i seriously don wanna bring apple pie all the way to school. brr.

oh yea. i "got dumped" by my a math tutor. she was like "i wont be coming anymore, i've decided that i dont want to teach a math. i prefer teaching physics and chem" oh well. saves me the trouble of getting rid of her. dont understand what she's saying anyway. got my e math tutor to take up the job now. =/

changed chem teacher from mdm yani to mr wee. he seem to be balding. but he's the better teacher in any sense. e math teacher remains to be ms chin but i dont really care, i dont listen to her lessons.

i need to improve a lot if i want to do well. really really much.

i'm lazy. i'm trying. i'm hoping. i'm praying. change me please.

new year wishlist

While most people're typing up their new year resolution list, this is my new year wishlist to aid friends in buying me birthday and way belated christmas gifts. =P

1. Inline skates.

I'm a uk size 5

2. Beanie hat

Blue coloured ones prefered. If not pink will do. I need to revamp my closet.

3. Hamster.

Real one not some toy or something. >.<

4. Winnie-the-pooh.

Anything to do with it. I wont even mind if you got me a kiddy water bottle. Lolx.

5. Glasses

That guy told me that i've got 0.25 or something in both eyes. No diffence after wearing the specs though.

6. Tutors for a math, chemistry and physics.

No self recommandations please. Lolx. Unless you've got lots of patience~ Hahaa

7. Chocolates.

No explainations needed ya. I've got a sweet tooth. =P


Anyway, notes to self.

Monday. Returning to school.
Tuesday. Meeting yongquan @ 2.30pm, tm for movie.
Wednesday. Guitar classes @ 5pm.
Thursday. A math tuition @ 7pm.
Friday. School's out early. Nothing yet.
Saturday. E math tuition @ 4.30pm
Sunday. Sleep in. No plans yet.

New year. New schedules. Troublesome. =/